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Wednesday, November 16, 2011

DEAR DAD,

YOU’RE MY SAVIOUR
YOU’RE MY ARMOR
YOU’RE MY WARRIOR
AND YOU MADE ME STRONGER

YOU GAVE ME CANDIES WHEN I CRY
YOU GAVE ME ICE CREAM WHEN I’M SAD
YOU GAVE ME MY MILK EVEN YOU’RE DRUNK
YOU DID A LOT THOUGH YOU’RE NOT MY FATHER

YOU TEACH ME HOW TO RIDE A BIKE
YOU TEACH ME HOW TO RUN FAST
YOU TEACH ME HOW TO PUNCH A GUY
AND YOU TEACH ME HOW TO LOVE…
THE THINGS I WANT TO DO

I’M SO GLAD ,
I HAVE YOU AS MY DAD..

YOU’RE THE MAN..
THANK YOU SO MUCH,
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW! J


DEAR MOM,

YOU’RE MY SUPERHERO..
YOU SAVED ME FROM HELL
YOU BROUGHT ME SOMEWHERE IN HEAVEN
YOU GAVE ME AN ALMOST PERFECT LIFE

IT’S SO NICE TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU IN MY LIFE
I FEEL SAFE IN YOUR ARMS
A FEEL GOOD ‘COZ YOU CARE
I FEEL WARM WITH YOUR LOVE
AND I’M SO GLAD I HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE

I’M HAPPY ‘COZ YOU’RE THERE
YOU NEVER GOT TIRED
I’M SO BLESSED FOR GOD GVE ME YOU
YOU NEVER GIVE UP
n  YOU NEVER LEFT..

YOU DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME..
FOR WITHOUT YOU, JOYCE ANN IS NOTHING..
I LOVE YOU, MOM!!
n  FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! J

HE’s MY FATHER yet HE’S A STRANGER

HE’s MY FATHER yet HE’S A STRANGER

In my sixteen years of existence, I never felt his presence. Eventhough he’s just there on my side, all I can see is a stranger… someone I’m afraid of, someone I’m shy of and someone whom I really do’t know.
WHY? Because he left me… he broke his promises… he married another woman… he chose them over me… and he could be happy even without me… so, I will never ask him anything about his responsibility because at the very first place, I’m just his daughter (no more… no less!)
He may be the best father for my siblings, he’s still the worst father for me. Imagine? He made me feel like a trash, dump over there because I’m just an innocent kid… no knowledge… no everything… in short, USELESS! But now? He’s back to pick me again because I know something… something useful! He treat me like a pet… a fake pet… no feelings to be considered and no reason to be loved!
Now, tell me… where’s justice and where’s happiness? Is that the kind of father you’d like? You’d love? And you’d wish for? If I’ll be given another chance, I’ll choose to be a pet… a real pet. At least when my father and my mother was gone, I’ll still have someone that will surely love me until my last bark.
I live my life for fifteen years without him. I grow up without him on my side. I survive this cruel life without him. So, I could lways live my life without him. For he’s just my father and will always be a stranger!

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

An Invisible Mom

try to imagine LIFE without your mom..



that from the very start.. you can't talk to her...
you can't hug her and you can't even tell that you love her..

 it's painful, right?

that every time you wake up in the morning..
there's no one else beside you..

for.. she was gone.. she left you! she ran away!
and she will never be your mom again..


that all this time, you're just fooling yourself..
you still believe in magic? in happy endings? and in faith?

OH!MY GOSH!
you never learn to let go of the past..
that's why you're hurting too much..

'till now.. you don't have the word HAPPINESS!

'Coz you never tried to forget her..
you never did that moving on part..
and you never accept the COLD..HARSH..TRUTH..
that SHE'S dead!!! for Pete's sake!!