try to imagine LIFE without your mom..
that from the very start.. you can't talk to her...
you can't hug her and you can't even tell that you love her..
it's painful, right?
that every time you wake up in the morning..
there's no one else beside you..
for.. she was gone.. she left you! she ran away!
and she will never be your mom again..
that all this time, you're just fooling yourself..
you still believe in magic? in happy endings? and in faith?
OH!MY GOSH!
you never learn to let go of the past..
that's why you're hurting too much..
'till now.. you don't have the word HAPPINESS!
'Coz you never tried to forget her..
you never did that moving on part..
and you never accept the COLD..HARSH..TRUTH..
that SHE'S dead!!! for Pete's sake!!